Below are links of places you can go, people you can see and talk to for any recovery or help you may need!
Celebrate Recovery is a place where you can come as you are! Anything you may need help with, from addictions to codependency, anxiety and depression. Follow the link to help find one near you! https://www.celebraterecovery.com/crgroups
Feeling suicidal? Call the National Suicide Prevention Line at 1-800-273-8255 or chat live online at https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/
There are several other support groups you can attend! Visit https://www.verywellmind.com/find-a-support-group-meeting-near-you-69433 to help find the right one for you!
Maybe a group setting is not what you need. Talking to a psychologist or psychiatrist may be what you are looking for. It may seem scary at first but believe me, they are there to help! Psychology today offers a site to find what you are looking for. https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/therapists